Things went so smooth to me lately .
I'm just scared .
I'm scared because nothing has ever got in my way ,
And , this April ,
Everything I've ever dream happened (technically)
I'm scared if this is a test set by Allah ,
to see how I handle with such happiness ,
With such no-top-good-things happened
I'm scared if one day all of this
Is taken , is leaving me ....
And at that time , I will be the most depress girl
I just hope everything will stay the same .
And the journey from April to September
Is going to be Alright .
That's all I've ever wish .
