Have you ever been in this phase
Where you like someone so much
That everything he did with other girls
Hurts you .
You tried to resist all these feelings
But it seems hard
Tho you keep on trying ...
This phase is where ,
You like him but you have no idea
Where you are in his heart
Maybe no one ,
But you still have these high hopes
On being someone , the one in his life .
Once you hurt
You stop love him
Once he treats you
He cares for you
You fall for him again
And this shit keep on going
You continue to love him
No matter how hurt you are
And ,
The most pathetic thing is that
He never treat you like
He treat other girls
He didnt even start any conversation
Like he used to be
Unless he has something urgent to say
Then you realise ,
All this shit has to stop
But ,
You still keep on loving him
